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Sep. 22nd, 2004 | 09:59 am
mood: crushed crushed
music: Nirvana - HEART-SHAPED BOX sumthing like that

                     Why is it me all the time that gets crapped on and why do lesbians get all the guys what the Fuck


         i can't believe he went out with betha. More so why the fuck did she go out with him man i thought i really liked him i thought he liked me what a fucking idiot i am really i just sometimes feel like tottal crap why the fuck doesn't he get it she's a lesbian and why not me im decent looking and im smart funny ahh i just hate this Also i hate her how she can go on and lie to him or pretend she likes him and he falls for it either that or shes jut lieing to me i dunno im just fucking tired and fucking sad what is wrong with me am i justa guy repelor wat the fuck. Im just so studip im so dumb ahh ijust can't put up with this shit anymore why doesn't any one love why doen't anyone care about me why do my friends hurt me like this she knew i liked him chingos why and why her i thought she was my friend sometimes i just don't know who to trust.

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Why Him!!

Sep. 14th, 2004 | 10:08 am

         Anybody but him please not him why do i have to like him this really sux he doesn't ever pay attention to me or nothing i can dress extra- slutty and nothing not even a hi what the Hell is wrong with me whatever i gues ill try and try to get over him but nothing nada. Ahh im so frustrated. *Jess in frustration*   :(      :(      :(    :(    :o :o

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Sep. 3rd, 2004 | 10:04 am

      O mY gOSH THE pEp RalLy WAS SO aweosme my gosh.  MAN I HAD SO MUCH FUNN tIA IT WAS AWESOME SOME PPL WERE OFF but it ws aight.  ThEskipped First Period CUZ I JUST diDN'T WANNA go I did The PElo AND IT CAME OUT ALRIGHT.!.!.! StarLETTES WEre awesoem too I

       i'M STARting to Like this ONE GUY BUT i dUnNo Cuz One oF mY BeST FRIENds likes HIm sO yEAH !!!!!!



!!!i lOvE ChrIs!!!

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Aug. 28th, 2004 | 07:37 pm
mood: awake
music: BLAH

wow im so high



JUST Kidding

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Aug. 28th, 2004 | 07:36 pm
mood: naughty naughty
music: eMoTiOnLeSs - gOoD cHaRlOtTe

OMG I had so much fun serious sONIA adonde estabas you shoulda been thurr i was so not myself yesterday that was awesome I tried to see Mars yesterday MS.FAGARAGAN SUcks ass she don't know shit i never saw mars she told my bro it was gonna come out but nada thanx but it was funn i invited some amigos ova and Mayda spent the night.


I was so NaUgHtY he he

I LOVE YOU muuah-Kisses muchos

ciggies rock!!!!!!!!!

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Cry Cry Tear

Aug. 27th, 2004 | 10:00 am

  Im in klass this is so my favorite class its awesome plus im like ony president of it I spent all last night crying fo JC. and for Ruby i found out that they both have brain tumors and its just too sad plus i got in a fight with my mom and oneof my good great friends was there for me i fel tso happy to have her as a friend. Thank god i have Mayda she validated all that i needed to survive that i ould trust in her and that i could believe and trust her and i could tell whatever was on my mind. I was just crying and she wAs thurr for me i was so happy after that i no longer feel like life is no longer worth living. That was the way i have been feeling for a while and it sux ass G2G i gotta get back to KLASS O AND JESSE IS A HOTTIE BUT NEVER AS HOTT AS JOSHUA BOO-YA SONIA

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Aug. 14th, 2004 | 11:58 am

I think im like the only person who is excited to go to school. Please to God o beg get me outta this house im so freakin bored. Yesterday me and my amiga went over to a really hot guys house he was so sweet about it but when we told him to go over to my house he got scared so he walked us to the end of the street then he and my friend saw my mom so he toltally freaked out. I went tot talk to my mom and she asked me who that guy was with Mayda was i just told her it was her boyfriend . While that was happening they were jsut talking thurrr and then Mayda called me over and told me what my mom had asked me i just told her she wanted to know where we were i just told her we were at a friends house and thats it. She had already heard of the guy before cuz i told her about him( me and my moms are buds so i tell her todo). She was like hey hes kinda cute i was like i know and so does mayda. It was hilarious he was scurrd of my mom and he would'nt go into my house not even to say hi hes such chicken shit but whatever he'll go over some time anyways. yesterday was mucho fun me and mayda were jsut talking all over the colonga i duuno how to spell it lemme alone i need SCHOOL I NEED TO LEARN K. I still need to go shooping some more but sincemy famly'z pobre we can't really afford to get a bunch a stuff i haven't even been able to get a back pack i guess im gonna end up using the f~ed up on that the zipper don't work and that one that Tia wrote on but whatever one cheap chaffo backpack is better than no fucking backpack right.

Catch ya'll on the FLIP-SIDE
he he help me get tall j/k

Do me a fava:
Don't be hating shortees k

Love ya'll and GOD Bless

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Aug. 6th, 2004 | 03:48 pm

Hey yall im jsut happy to say schools almost over and i pretty much like my schedule so here it goes

Jessica's Day:
1 Geometry Punsalan
A Advisory
3 English 2 Rodriguez
4 WLD History PAP Ayala
5 Lunch
6 BCIS 1 Gonzalez
7 Spanish Lang-AP Saenz
8 Chem 1-PAP Nelson

Tell me if you have any of these klass'z tell me soon ok Hope to see you plz call me Love Jessi *

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Aug. 2nd, 2004 | 05:50 pm

1. Your name spelled backwards:
serrot acissej
2. Where were your parents born:
mom in florida and dad in tamaulipas dunno how to spell
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer:
some game for my lil bro

4. What's your favorite restaurant:
An ice cream shoppe in Ida, Mi. Blue Streak
5. Last time you swam in a pool:
Forever ago i hate bathing suits grossness
6. Have you ever been in a school play:
nope not ever
7. How many kids do you want:
Dunno maybe like 2 or 3
8. Type of music you dislike most:
not sure im open to almost ever music u throw at me 'cept for maybe freaking techno gross ahh
9. Are you registered to vote:
no not old enough
10. Do you have a car:
nah unless u call driving my mom's malibu to the best pic every once in a whle my car yea i guess NOT!!
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped:
Hell no wouldn't be caught dead riding one
12. Ever prank call anybody:
Yea my grandma pobresita she almost had a heartattack
13. Ever get a parking ticket:
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving:
Heck yea sounds funn
15. Furthest places you ever traveled:
Michigan prolly north as Detroit but i was gonna go to canada
16. Do you have a garden:
If you call a couple of roses by the fence a garden yea
17. What's the size of your bed:
Queen size
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem:
The first verse not the whole thing its kinda long
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night:
Shower at night don't really likek to wake up all that early im a bit lazy ha ha
20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4 months:
I guess Spiderman II. I really don’t go to the movies that often at all.
21. What's the next movie you want to see:
sepa haven't gone out in a while to the movies ne way

22. Chips or popcorn:
Chips, with some dip.
23. Have you ever broken any hearts:
No but i have had mine broken and stomped on a couple of times but hey whose counting 'ept me
24. Premarital sex:
completely against.but sometimes just wanna give in i know i shouldn't

25. Are you a good cook:
I think i am ask my lil bro he knows
26. Orange or Apple juice:
Apple Juice
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine:
umm i seriously don't know
28. Favorite type of drink:water with crushed ice mmm

29. Best thing in the world:
Friends who are there for you and don't ditch you i really don't llike that its happened to me way too many times
30. Have you ever broken a bone:
31. Have you ever won a trophy:
Yea but just for like U.I.L and for like school things like TAAS or academic stuff none really for sports and shit
32. What is your favorite board game:
Monopoly when im in the mood
33. What is your dream car:
don't know get back to u on that..
34. Ever order an article from an infomercial:
no how can i im freakin broke
35. Coke or Pepsi:
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work:
Only work i've done is in the fields and that sucked so no just reagular chaf old clothes
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy:
Asprin i get killer headaches
38. Who are you going to marry:
Don't know if i ever will
39. Who would you like to meet:
My dead uncle Jorge
40. Do you believe in love at first sight:
I’m sure it’s possible in some way.
But its total movie like i don't think it ever really happens for real i guess no one will fall for if they saw me so will ne one fall in love with me at first sight i seriously doubt it
41. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex:
Height, eyes and their hair
42. Where would you go for a romantic evening:
Really ne where as long as im witht he guy i want and wants me back now thats romantic.
43. How many pairs of shoes do you own:
Not that many like 15 16 pairs i need shoes
44. Last song stuck in your head:
Anthem of our dying day
45. Any pets:
like 10 fish, two parakets and a dog he's a mutt but he's totaly cute

46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character:
Chris Farley he was the funniest also Mike mYERS HE WAS SO hilarious in Waynes world.
47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do:
Play Guitar and sing better
48. What do you do when you are bored:
read write to friends on the phone or just watch tv
49. What is one thing would you want someone to ppreciate about you:
That i am a person like any other with feelings and compasion and not to brush me off as just some nerdy overweight girl who chill swith a lot of guys please i fun and i am not shy i want people to see me as me not a poser or some one im not just Jessica i can be nice but if you get to me ill beat your ass
also that when im their for you i would really like to have your their for me don't jsut leave me behind and go on and have your own life while im all by myself lonely and depressed.

50. What is one thing you are grateful for today:
My family they truly love thats more than i can say for some of my friends.

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Fun.. Fun... Fun...

Aug. 2nd, 2004 | 05:39 pm

Yeah i did have fun this weekend

i HAD LIKE TWO 15ERA'Z TO GO TO mAYDAS WAS AWEsome but i had to leave rite when this one guy got there the one guy i wanted to see no not Mondo stupid man whore didn't go.
But i got to catch up with him at Claire's quince it was fun i danced some but not as much as Maydas. THe theme was awesome but the one time i wanted to take a pic with Claire she had to take off and them other times when i wanted to dance with her she totaly ditched me well thats how i felt really sucky that one of my friends would ditch me for other people but whatever what can u do i guess i wasn't good enough or some shit . The one time i talked to mondo sucked cuz he was mad at me for what i had dun to him earlier. But whatever who cares ill have plenty of chances to catch up with him.

Wow i had the weirdest dream last nite.

I am so bored at home now that i don't have any 15era to stanp up in i have nothing to look foward to during the week good thing school starting soon.

NEWays i have a crush on somebody taht i know i shouldn't like cuz he's my friend and some of my best gurlfriends like him too i never want to be the girl that come between my bestfriends crush and her so i can't relaly tell him how i feel (quite yet)....


i WRECK OF IT I HOPE OTHER PEOPLE DON'T SMEL ME I TRIED TO COVER IT UP BUT I CAN STILL SMELL IT i washed my hands and changed my shirt but damn that smell ahhh im pissed.

Smelll -ya'll later

***Jessica T.*******

muah muah muah MY MYSTERY MAN i LOVE u *******

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