!!!! I'M FATTT !!!!!
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Oct. 10th, 2004 | 05:10 pm
music: Just like a prayer-Madonna
It's sorta Official my mom thinks im a fat ass
Once i'm fine and able to look at a mirror and tell myself im not that fat or ugly!! She goes on and yells at me telling me im fat WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
Ahh i hate this i'll rather be skinny but whatever what can i do right i excersize i try ok when softball starts ill loose weight.!!
Neways i had the bestest dream it was so awesome:...........
Omg it eas awesome it all started out with me at a party all my friends were there and it was so much fun. While i walked in my house through the backdoor to get something i feel some one come up to me and hug me really tight he leaned over and whispered in my ear....
"I love You Jessica, be mine." ..... I was all awww then he picks me up and puts me on the counter and i looked into his eyes and comb his hair with my fingers and say i love you too..!!
When i woke up i was like that would be so awesome if he really felt that way about me i would be soo much happier.